Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Hi everyone!!!After like 1/2 days, I feel better now....
Not that sad and depressed anymore...
but still feels a little....
Well.....
Let's talk about my day(22/6/10):
So it goes like this...
At 12 am, I tried to sleep but i kept tossing around on my bed...
cos too excited about the coming day....
I am really very excited....
that the camp is coming....
I woke up at 4 am in the morning.....
then cannot sleep and stay awake till 6 am
I was like super happy..
I got prepared and woke my dad up...
I have to go at around 7am cos like
my dad have to reach office by 8.30
n the office is really far from TKGS...so ya
Got to school at around 7.30...
was like trying to wait for Gillian as the gate was locked
But...
Mdm Kong came out to like let us in.....so i did not wait for her....
After like 10 minutes, Gillian came followed Maria and then Joy
I gave out the SAIL worksheet to them n we discussed a little about it....
We separated into groups to let us make more friends....
I was in group 5....and my ics are Tracy and Nicole...
Both of them are awesome....
Not forgetting my friends in that group,
they are awesome too....
After that,we did some cheers.....
Then we proceed to play games....
I am like super quiet....
First game we played, chicken thingy....
I became the first few who is the chicken god.....
So fun...
We played more games like Double wacko and all that....
Something very fun is the scissors, paper, stone thingy n the chicken leg game...
I will talk about the chicken leg thingy.....
It was played in the sequence of the dog and bone.....
I was number 5....
U know they called my number n i went out...
I put my hand in the basket of mixture of chicken leg,tomato sauce,coco krunch,flour and many more....
Its reallly disgusting.seriously
I look at it n put my hand inside with my rubber-band tied around my hand...
n my rubber-bands like have a smell now.....
I ran back after that and u know what.....i almost vomited.....seriously...
Its really ewwwwwwwwww.............
At around 11.15 am, we went to have our tea break....
It was like green tea or a sports drink n a currypuff......
then went to listen to the prefects speak n do a test......
And we had our lunch...
which was buffet.....
It was rather nice cos i first time heard before that the schools let the pupils have buffet...
cos normally,its like each person a packet of rice or something....
We went back to AVT n had some debate stuff....
It was damn fun...
The scenario was that a prisoner used some things to make the bars give way n used the raincoats as boats...
My group and group 6 was in charge of the manufacturer of the raincoats....
We can safely say that we were the less to be blamed............
ya, if u are there, its really fun.....
After this,we had lunch break which is like doughnut and milo....
I did not take doughnuts cos i was too fulll....
After that, we had the amazing race which was really fun....
We have two penalties.....
One of the game was like u have to blindfold urself n like find ur friends which are animals to form a straight line and hold hands n there will be one person who is the farm master to direct us....
At that point of time,i was really dizzy cos i had headache earlier on......
This was the first time the dizzy got really worse...no joke....
Something really significant about the amazing race is the last game i had....
It was the game that u try to like put all the water from the first pail to the next pail
Using water guns and broken plastic bags and sponges....
The ppl from the other group i mean the ics....
were like splashing us with water n i got my whole shirt and pants wet....
they pour like the whole pail on me.......
But i still dun care....
I felt a little cold but its ok.....
but at last,we lost the game but its really fun.....
After that,we finished the amazing race......
It was awesome....
I dunno why but i am really happy that i am wet....cos its fun....
After that, we went to the basins to fill pails of water....
and to make water bombs......
I did like quite a lot of water bombs....
after that, we were supposed to throw at one another...
My first water bomb i threw at Gillian.....
At last, she throw like 5 water bombs at me.....
I am totally drenched.....
I went to throw water bombs at ppl and it was awesome....
Threw at seniors(revenge time)...just joking..haha
After that, we had a short debrief...n had our school cheer......
After that, the prefects used baskets of water to splash the Pops
and i am like dodging but i got a lot of water one me......
I did not bring a set of clothes...
I only brought a shirt so i could not change...
But changed my shirt in the end.... wear my pinafore and my whole pinafore was wet...
With this, my day ended happily....
What a awesome day......thanks to Ms Sharifa and the seniors.....
Today was the most interesting day out of my whole holiday....
so i enjoyed it thoroughly.....
To conclude:
The seniors were very nice.....
From this camp,
I learnt to be more co-operative and enthu......
:)
:)
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6:04 AM]
Sunday, June 20, 2010
PPL,pls do not read this post cos i am just writing angry stuff...(if u wan,i cannot block u)
Do u really wanna read this.....
This year,I have lots of problems...\I dunno how to deal with them......
I dunno a lot of things....I guess i am just a rubbish person for everything...
I am irritating,annoying and i dun make ppl happy but keep making ppl angry....
I dunno what's my purpose of life cos i really dunno what to do...
Who stands by me.......i can almost say none except maybe some of TKGS friends and primary school friends...
I am really tired of life.
PPL,tell me what i should do.....
I guess i am just a rubbish that should thrown away...
I dunno what am i born for now....
i felt No one understands me....
I dunno what i should do.....
I am a loser,failer,good-for-nothing girl......
i am angry with myself.....
if u ask me angry for what,i dunno
I felt really tired of life.seriously...
People around me hates me...i think so n i guess so
I hate myself
I am a nonsense.....
I am stupid
I am irritating
I dun do good things
I am good for nothing
I am a piece of junk
I will be scolded everywhere i go
I am as annoying as a fly...
i guess that's what i am..
i dunno what's my next move
i dun believe in myself
i just dun wanna go on with life...
I felt i am just a piece of rubbish.......
a person that makes everything boring in fact....
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8:41 PM]